What It Means To Be Alive
The beginning is always the hardest part...so I'll just skip that. Ryan. 18. Texas.

I have no idea what I'm doing. I'm trying my best to be not only a good human being, but everything that's included with that privilege. I have absolutely zero confidence in every decision I make. Honestly, I have no idea how I get anything done. Also, I'm horribly inept at describing myself, so here are a bunch of words that may or may not adequately describe me: lazy, motivated, awkward, quiet, weird, introverted, cynical, critical, apathetic, intelligent, studious, sarcastic, responsible, organized, hipster, artsy, moronic, dedicated, outgoing, and punctual.

Most days, I'd prefer to just sleep, but life is more exciting than the confines of my room. I particularly have been enjoying art recently. I've been trying to expose myself to it more and more.

Most of all, I want to look back at my life and think about all the adventures I've had.
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I used to think that people hated liars. Then I started telling the truth and saw what they really hated

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half of me is sappy and romantic and nice

and the other half is spiteful and mean and sick and twisted

i don’t understand

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  • me: please be gay.

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cavetocanvas:

Julie Heffernan, Self Portrait Sitting on a World, 2008

cavetocanvas:

Julie Heffernan, Self Portrait Sitting on a World, 2008

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  • 198 Plays

History Book - Dry The River

But sweetness sings in the pasture
We throw ourselves on the mercy of the earth
If sand and salt have the answer
Then the act itself will be louder than the word
And I'll be on your side

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The Black Death Plague Doctor:

A plague doctor was a special medical physician who saw those who had the Bubonic Plague. In the seventeenth and eighteenth centuries, some doctors wore a beak-like mask which was filled with aromatic items. The masks were designed to protect them from putrid air, which (according to the miasmatic theory of disease) was seen as the cause of infection. The protective suit consisted of a heavy fabric overcoat that was waxed. A wooden cane pointer was used to help examine the patient without touching.

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